I feel like every New Years everyone says new year new me and then lists all of these resolutions that don’t ever get stuck to. I know I for one always say it every year and then it just doesn’t happen!
This time I really do want to stick to it, I’m so self conscious. I hate posting pictures of myself I constantly feel gross to put it politely. I don’t really ever talk about this or express this to anyone ever, but I have two beautiful children who look up to me. I don’t want them growing up and being self conscious of themselves and feeling like they have to look a certain way to be accepted.
So who cares if I constantly have large black bags under my eyes , a stylish mum bun and sometimes I’m still in my pyjamas at lunchtime. I’m not focusing on what’s Instagram acceptable but more on just spending time with the girls and letting them know it’s best being ourselves.
Oh that was harder to write than I thought! Actually writing down what you keep in your head to yourself for all this time.
Happy new year everyone x